Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Deja Vu

Sigh. I'm back. I'll explain later where I've been.

I'm not pregnant again this month. Even though the nookie was perfectly timed, I didn't really expect I would be because, well, the universe just hasn't been that kind to Tim and I lately. So, its not so much the arrival of Aunt Flo that is getting to me, its her timing.

January 5th, 2009 I was spotting. January 6th, 2009 full blown menstration. February 2, 2009, two pink lines.

January 5th, 2010 I was spotting. January 6, 2010 full blown menstration. February 2, 2010, ???

Aunt Flo is four days early too. What's up with that? A sick joke being played on me by the universe or a sign? Probably just simple human biology. But its strange, no?


  1. It is strange- hopefully not a sick joke or human biology- I'll be praying for another babe- but for this one to stay!

  2. Wishing you a BFP for the beginning of February!!!

  3. The timing is uncanny (and seems really unkind of the universe I might add - unless you get a guaranteed BFP for the beginning of February!!). I'm glad to read something from you again as you've been in my thoughts many times. If you come back to Lotusland you just know that Margaret and I will have to plan to meet up with you!!!! Hang in there. Sending you a big hug and wishing you didn't have this anxiety.

  4. It is so hard to sit and wait for a baby to happen. Isn't it? Hope you get your beautiful baby in your womb, arms and home real soon.

  5. I am hoping you get that BFP in Feb hun. I hope we get our rainbow babies soon xxxx

  6. Glad you're back, I was just thinking of you and Isla the other day and wondering how you were getting on.

    Hoping for a BFP for you soon. xo

  7. Lots of hope and prayers sent your way. Isla really needs a baby sister or brother!

  8. Glad you are back! i've been thinking about you, also trying to get pregnant again too. (because i'm crazy) and not getting the two pink lines.... grrrr. sending you lots of conception vibes!